the storm is passing over

haha that reminded me of ismf.

calculus is the death of me. who the hell invented it. actualy i can answer that question, so don't get too excited to tell me. i just don't understand how for the first time in my life i actually try hard and don't succeed. i also sense this will become the story of my life. so when i get my exam back tomorrow, ill just squeeze my eyes shut real tight and pray that ill be able to handle the big fat 0 that is bound to atop my exam.
freaking out just about now with all the things on my plate. its kinda funny cus i keep telling myself that the worst is over, and that technically i have no work left. there are five weeks left. what an idiot i am. of course theres a lot of work to be done.
----goals in life at the moment----
[ ] get a grip
[ ] keep organized
[ ] find someone remotely interesting
[ ] stop wishing i was in maine

xo-h
p.s. i hate paperwork.
p.p.s. im sorry for the disjointed blog. i really am.

currently listening to:
grace is gone- dave matthews band
careful- guster
fire and rain- james taylor
only living boy in new york -simon and garfunkel
as i lay me down to sleep- sophie b. hawkins