facing me
i'm pretty damn happy tonight. except for one little glitch. but hey it's not worth mentioning right?
england in four days. how excited am i. SO.
packing can be such a pain. i really dont know how to pack properly. i pack all the bulky stuff and wear all the flat stuff. smart, eh?
okay. so i broke when i said it wasn't worth mentioning (here goes):
someone suggested that i not give up on the hope of love. or at least the idea of it. but how can i not? its so in front of me. its so real. and...its so not mine to have. i guess thats one of the worst feelings in the world. to want that one thing, and not be able to have it. because you so think you're worth that one thing. in any case, im gonna go and drown myself in sad songs and anna karenina.
currently listening to:
two points for honesty- guster
angel from montgomery-bonnie raitt
a case of you- joni mitchell
pink bullets- the shins
collide-howie day
i'm trying to love you all. i'm not doing such a good job of it.
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posted by chiquitaxl @ Sunday, March 06, 2005
8 Comments:
i totally understand u heidi. i feel the exact same way. *sigh* why does this have to suck so much? i hope things will figure themselves out soon. coz i honestly don't know what to do. ick, ill ttu online haha.
stupid havergal
that is all i have to say, except for that
keep me sane heidi!!!
(thanks for introducing me to guster)
you gusterized me ha ha ha.
hi Heidi. =) This is my opinion on love; but keep in mind that this is coming from a person who has never had a girlfriend before ;).
Be a good friend. If something sparks, take it, if not, life is not going to end. It sucks, I know..
ps. I'm scared of you for some reason.
nooo u left already!!! booo on you!!!!!
i hope u have a blasting blasting march break. bah. and i was thinking og hanging out with u.
yeah. and ur music on grown upon me now..i kinda like it.
A person I sincerely dislike commented on this blog. THey have tainted it.
I'm so funny. But seriously ...
(I'm sure he won't read it so it's coo, g.)
I was buying postcards today (in AUSTRALIA) and I thought I'd send you one but then I remembered that I hadn't brought your address with me so that idea kinda failed. Boo hoo
I fed kangaroos yesterday! It was so cool! Man, I'm such a tourist, it's sickening. BUt it was cool none the less.
Anyway, I should head on to bed.
Gnite love or err I guess it's not gonna necessarily be night when you read this but it is here in Australia oh and Happy St. Patrick's Day!! (most likely belated haha)
I really hope you were not referring to me Laura..
can we not use my blog as a bickering column. by thew ay, do you even know laura, jon?
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